I don't understand the idea of going away and never coming back.
Like, at a rave I just chilled and kinda slept while the acid trip started (30min in) and then that one girl just sat down and asked me if everything is ok.
Yes. (20sec pause) I am a bit tired.
I continued sleeping a bit as I didn't care. She then suddenly asks for gum.
I stood up and searched for the gum as I actually discovered the same day gum in my jacket. Took one myself and gave her one. Also I did ask if its a methapher for other drugs or if she really wanted gum. Then I just sat there and did rest and enjoy the dreamscape geometry, waiting till I am not tired anymore.
Suddenly she asked if I can hold that place so noone sits there. And while she nearly went away she said for 10min.
I set up a timer as time is nothing I can feel. After 15min she never came back.
Was this some weird attempt to learn someone or weird way of escaping such situations?