ButtholeSpiders

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[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 44 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Disgusting. I love it! 👍

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 12 points 1 year ago (2 children)

Can’t instances defederate preemptively?

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 4 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Thanks, and do you mean the Butthole Spiders?

I can’t unsee it now.

Thank god, it’s pseudoscience now. Though I was tested over 2 decades ago, it seemed silly they made a big deal out of it.

Which is the curse, built in risk aversion. 🥴

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 6 points 1 year ago* (last edited 1 year ago) (2 children)

I avoided it by coasting, they did testing in kindergarten and I realized fast I didn’t want the attention. Especially being treated like a trophy by my dad.

Do I regret coasting now, of course. Do it for your self-confidence, later in life you’ll be happier you did.

I say it regularly, I would prefer to be ignorant… At least then I wouldn’t be hyper aware our species stinks.

The later half is so true, early on when you’re a statistical anomaly you can get special treatment, but once you become a small problem or the skill backfires they blow up as if it couldn’t have been seen coming. They expect 100% efficiency like you’re a battery to sap and don’t care how it affects you mentally.

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 24 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Go with what makes you happiest, most often more effort can lead to less rewards. Ultimately you have to find your comfort zone.

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 49 points 1 year ago (1 children)

Agreed 100%, being a specialist in something always has led to someone taking a pot shot at your deficiencies.

[–] ButtholeSpiders@startrek.website 12 points 1 year ago (6 children)

I get what you mean… though, I feel like an IQ test is a biased test, I took one as a teenager and scored high. Which was a morale boost at the time, but a few months later I had medical problems and ended up having a stroke and had to basically start all over with speech, motor and memory.

Sure, I survived. But I went through every therapy, started back up and realized I wasn’t close to what I was before. Which was crushing, sure I knew it wouldn’t be the same and I’m still above average, but the latent memories of my capabilities before constantly haunt me.

I didn’t mean to depress anyone, just enjoy the blue zone if at all possible. I constantly try remembering, it can get worse. /hug

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