[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 1 points 57 minutes ago

I have a 13-year old son I love more than life itself, and my greatest regret is bringing him into this world. It was not my place to create yet another source of suffering in this pit of eternal damnnation. I will definitely not make the same mistake again. Luckily I'm currently pretty much infertile.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 0 points 2 hours ago

I already know how this will pan out. Trump will lose the popular vote but get the electoral college - or at the very least claim to.

The fact that even polling is so close is tremendously disappointing. In 2016 people could claim ignorance on how a Trump presidency would play out. No one has that excuse in 2024 anymore.

I pray for the US of A but I'm afraid the battle was already lost long ago. All of this is just for optics. Illusion of choice and all that.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 11 points 3 hours ago

And his trusted sidekick Thatcher from across the pond.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 23 points 5 hours ago

Everything, considering we'll be fighting each other over puddles of standing water in about two to three decades. Today's life will seem like paradise in comparison, even for people who are currently suicidal.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 18 points 6 hours ago* (last edited 6 hours ago)

Currently going through this. I loathe my company and its higher ups. Crisis after crisis after crisis. Never any acknowledgement, let alone reward.

My company offers two free mental health consultations. Per year. Also in the midst of a "we care!" campaign.

No you don't. In fact the opposite.

Sometimes I wish I worked for the Mafia. At least then we wouldn't have to pretend anyone cares about doing the right thing.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 39 points 6 hours ago

I hate this world and almost everyone on it. Myself most of all. 100% powerless to stop any of this. I want off this hellworld.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 108 points 6 hours ago

Ahh yes. Nothing like killing a perp and a few bystanders for a few dollars' worth of fare. USA! USA!

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 5 points 1 day ago

I've proven this so many times yet still yearn for more. I suppose it's masochism at this point.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 8 points 1 day ago

We wouldn't even be able to restart. All the easily available resources have been delved. Three thousand years ago people could scoop pure gold from rivers by the kilos. Today, all decent deposits lie kilometers below the surface.

But it'll be for the best. We had our shot and blew it.

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 41 points 1 day ago

I wonder; if no one gave a shit when he was visibly shot at, what makes them think we'll give a shit when there is only hearsay?

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 71 points 1 day ago

Between AI and shitcoin mining, these two "technology branches" already consume more power than all the green power added to the grid combined.

It's why humans will always remain de facto slaves to a few masters. Anything that could potentially be advantageous to all life on Earth? Only if the ones at the top get to profit first. No profit? Enjoy scorching to death on hell-planet for the next forty years!

[-] Kyrgizion@lemmy.world 7 points 1 day ago

O- here. I frequently get called up when the red cross needs donations. We don't get paid either but it's an hour I'm off work and it does save lives.

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submitted 3 weeks ago by Kyrgizion@lemmy.world to c/cat@lemmy.world

Was the best moment of the day by far. Thanks for the li'l boost, fluffy princess!

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Guess I'll die 😬

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submitted 3 weeks ago* (last edited 3 weeks ago) by Kyrgizion@lemmy.world to c/asklemmy@lemmy.ml

EDIT; I can't reply to everyone individually but thanks for all the suggestions! Opiates are out of the question, doctors here will only prescribe those in terms of absolutely extreme suffering or end of life care. I also don't particularly feel interested in developing a hard drug habit. Diclofenac and such are available but also only on separate prescriptions, I'd have to visit another doctor for that. I'm well stocked on paracetamol & ibuprofen, and apart from that, lots of ice cream, pudding & soup :)

Also, since a fair few people seem to doubt the veracity of my story, here's the 22 extracted teeth (the other 10 were already gone in previous extractions).

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submitted 8 months ago by Kyrgizion@lemmy.world to c/adhd@lemmy.world

It took ~5 minutes and there was ZERO pain.

I even anticipated this. There was no reason to think it would be hard in any kind of way.

Why am I like this?? Why is my brain such mush when it comes to my executive functioning while several other parts of my mental being are more than fine or even slightly supercharged (when I'm not depressed or out of mania)

The kicker? The appointment isn't for a doctor or a dentist or something else that would be "normal" to dread.

It's an appointment to pick up a brand new company car. A 2023 Mercedes EQA to the tune of 50K€. Most people would JUMP at that kind of opportunity, but not me. No, I sit there contemplating whether I even deserve a car that costs twice my annual salary, and that I'm just deluding myself into thinking I'm a valued part of society, that someone will realize they made a mistake and such a car was never meant for me (or "anyone like me").

This after a double dose of 15mg ritalin, by the way. Without it I would never have been able to push myself over that limit to begin with.

Fuckin' a...

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AI inflicted this upon my retina, so you shall suffer the same fate.

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