I read comic books mostly online finally I bought a comic book. I chose my first comic book Superman because I forgot the comic book name but Superman is a child who breaks the mirror in frustration. After a day when he is resting on his father's lap, he says: "When you break something you are not just breaking things you are like hurting every one who made it in that way"damm that line makes me love Superman.
What keeps you going? Why do you still get up and go do what needs to be done when the world seems to be ending around us? For me it's my family , my own goal like playing gta 6 (even I don't think I will play) but for me big reason I have friends I like to talk with them and enjoy with them. Because nobody like loneliness even iam introvert guy I still like to share my thoughts with others and knowing thier thoughts.i think it's enough for me keep going .I wanna suggest you to search about absurdism or watch the movie everything everywhere all at once .
Damm it now I realize why I feel too much uncomfortable with scizzor