been drinking on an off for many years. Sometimes heavily. But recently, not all that much. I know about tolerance and kindling, but haven't heard of gaba spillover. Will look into it. I have used a lot of fucking gaba drugs, always trying to tamp down that ol crippling anxiety.
WorthlessLoser
joined 3 years ago
Thanks. It would be too much for most people, and even with my tolerance it would be too much for me. But it's like something broke. I keep doing more but nothing happens.
I just drank half of a 1.75 liter handle of vodka. I barely feel it. It's like I'm fucking sober. (See, I can even type!) Chugging more, really want to get out there, but scared I can't anymore.
Nah, it's not that. I hear you, but I'm not new to any of this. I'd venture to say I'm older than most people here and have got decades of experience with these substances. I'm not looking for a guardian, or even some kind of advice. I was just shocked at how my usual escapism method wasn't working, and threw out a comment as a kind of
sentiment. I probably should have just kept to myself.