Congrats! Keep moving forward. As you learn and grow, things will get easier. Looking back at the difficulties I had at that age, I can see that a lot of it was due to the simple fact that I didn't have a stable foundation of "self" yet. It's hard to feel confident in yourself when you don't know yourself yet.

Maybe this helps. Maybe it doesn't. But know that nothing in life is stable. Life is change, and tomorrow won't be the same as today.