I wouldn't put yourself down. There's the ordinary fog of war and rather developed systems for spreading misinformation. I had a quick Google search and many of the results are… contradictory to say the least. The only thing that seems to be confirmed is that NATO can't adequately supply Ukraine without stripping it's own militaries of equipment. It seems to have run out of the arms that it's willing to 'give' away (except for the nasty stuff that nobody should be using) and doesn't have the capacity to ramp up production for a year or two at least.