When you grow up, you hope to live a long life. At some point you probably get confronted with death and you start to hope that you don't get cancer or something or dementia or whatever.

I am currently at a point where I hope to not die of nuclear war or far right governments hunting me down. I came into this world to live a happy life, contributing to society in a positive way. Instead, I have to deal with unhinged fuckers like this.