Disaster_of_Passion
joined 1 month ago
just gotta be disgustingly hot
This is super cool!
depresso-posting
I wish "getting better" didn't have to hurt so much. I know rationally that having a decent amount of neutral days, and even very occasionally having a good day, is better than just feeling continuously like the lowest shit day after day after day after day. But at least when I'm constantly broken down I can get kind of numb to it, right now it's like I feel good just enough to not get used to feeling bad, just enough to be constantly hit with this soulcrushing whiplash. Built up just enough that I can break again.
I know it's all part of the process, like building a muscle, it gets torn and heals back stronger bit by bit by bit over time. Just wish that that could get from the part of my brain that knows things to the part of my brain that feels things, just wish that in the meantime I wasn't just some whiny little shit who feels bad about having good days, like what the fuck.
Yearly apartment inspections coming up in a couple days, so I get to spend the next 48 hours anxiously planning what things I'm gonna hide and where from the random dude who's gonna be poking around my home looking for an excuse to kick me out 
Yeah, I double checked when you mentioned it last mega and it does unfortunately mess with some of mine. It's not actually a huge deal to me I'm just choosing to be Dramatic.
Warning: Grapefruit can interact with drugs, such as decreasing the effectiveness of estradiol, making Oxycodone last longer, increasing blood levels when on Viagra, and much more.
Everyone I've known who claims to dislike cats absolutely adores a cat when they encounter one.. Like I swear some people just inexplicably hate the concept of "cats"
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