I think your mentality is great. I've heard people say, "Sure I'll eat a burger, but what kind of psychopath wants to kill an animal themselves?"
I don't know, what kind of a psychopath pays an industry to do it for them so they don't have to feel bad about it? Look, I get it, I don't hunt. But I respect the people who respectfully end the animal's life themselves. Only they can really understand the cost. We just throw away some old chicken we forgot to cook while passing judgment on who we paid to get it for us and how they did it.
Perhaps this is the perspective people need.