Thanks for explaining. While I am way against cars, I don’t see another alternative in that situation. I think I got the poor image of you from your original comment and your user. I’d just recommend getting a car with better efficiency or a hybrid maybe.

If I had money I would, still using my grandfather's old pickup truck from the 70s. If I could I'd buy a newer car (can't afford it), though I don't think there are better ones made these days, all the pickup trucks they make nowadays are supposedly gas guzzlers way more than my old one is (makes sense since they're much bigger).

I'm pretty sure my organs wouldn't be given to anyone else, nor would my wife want anything I have, it's all junk anyway.

I think I'm going to do it soon, no point in continuing if I'm just going to be a joke for people to laugh at. Got my gun right here in the lower drawer of my desk, it'll be quick and I don't have anyone left either who'll miss me. Daughter died in car accident 2 years ago, threw my wife out other day (I don't miss her, she was nasty to me wanted to have another child to replace my late daughter) no one left to miss me or care about me. I'm also far out in the boonies so I bet I'd be a skeleton by the time I'm found by someone.