I don't think most people realize how much they rely on auto correct when they are on a phone. When I switched to a new keyboard because I like local hosting my voice recognition the auto correct was initially way worse and my typing speed went down by maybe half.
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have you ever done the thing where you just look at your hands and just move them to watch the muscles move?
I was pretty much only seeing people from my instance in comments. Or people that they followed. Joind an explicitly leftist instance because it had more charecterst to play with and it felt empty.
Oh holy shit is that when I tried mastodon it felt like a ghost town with people only posting and no one engaging in discussions?
That's true of a lot of colleges.
I'm going to push back because as society exists now there are a lot of cities I have been to where the graveyard is the most easily accessible green space. I don't know how weird it may be but sitting with the dead in the quite separated from the surroundings was one of my favorite things to experience. I'm not a religious/spiritual person and it was very helpful in connecting to the people who died before I met them.
Getting off 4chan and talking to people you used to go to school with for advice on what to do would probably be a start for OP.
So you're friend helps hide corruption?
The general feeling of hating everything about myself that was slightly "masculine" when I started having to shave I was sad about it. I hate looking at myself in the mirror and seeing a man looking back at me. I realized that wasn't normal when I was maybe 16(?) I genuinely thought most men if they could would choose to magically wake up as a girl.
How long have you had it? it took my current keyboard 3ish months to be as good as gboard which I had been using for years.