yewler

joined 2 months ago
[–] yewler@hexbear.net 9 points 5 hours ago (1 children)

When I'm around new people who I've introduced myself as my chosen name to, I feel comfortable and amazing and more able to be myself. But when I'm around people I already knew before beginning this journey, I feel this weird tension and I'm not sure what to make of it.

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 19 points 1 day ago (2 children)

If I were to ever look at myself in the mirror and see a pretty person, I'm not sure if I'd have the emotional bandwidth to be able to control what happened next.

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 5 points 1 day ago

Transgendertrans

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 5 points 3 days ago (3 children)

Holy shit this is the best bit of all time

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 7 points 3 days ago (7 children)

I love almost all of them

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 4 points 3 days ago

Omg I love those

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 19 points 4 days ago (1 children)

misgendering, dysphoriaUgh I just misgendered myself and it sucks and now I'm conceptualizing myself as a dude which is frustrating. I want to go back :(

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 10 points 4 days ago

It took me wayyyy too long to realize why there were no new posts in the mega every time I have refreshed today

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 7 points 5 days ago

It has been way too long since I've blessed my existence with some Tracy Chapman, god damn. You never know what you're missing until you have it. This girl is in heaven

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 7 points 5 days ago

I 100% would still be calling myself cis if it wasn't for this place. I love the people here sooooo much

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 14 points 5 days ago (3 children)

All I can think about right now is estrogen and how much I want it in me. I was supposed to be on my way to getting scheduled for an HRT consultation, which they said would probably be in January, but it's been several weeks and I haven't heard anything from them. I don't even have an appointment scheduled.

Now with recent events considered, I'm questioning whether or not I should just do DIY. The issue is I'm scared of messing something up and much prefer having a doctor help me out.

I want the emotional range so bad

[–] yewler@hexbear.net 22 points 6 days ago (2 children)

Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!

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