If I were to ever look at myself in the mirror and see a pretty person, I'm not sure if I'd have the emotional bandwidth to be able to control what happened next.
yewler
Holy shit this is the best bit of all time
I love almost all of them
misgendering, dysphoria
Ugh I just misgendered myself and it sucks and now I'm conceptualizing myself as a dude which is frustrating. I want to go back :(
It took me wayyyy too long to realize why there were no new posts in the mega every time I have refreshed today
It has been way too long since I've blessed my existence with some Tracy Chapman, god damn. You never know what you're missing until you have it. This girl is in heaven
I 100% would still be calling myself cis if it wasn't for this place. I love the people here sooooo much
All I can think about right now is estrogen and how much I want it in me. I was supposed to be on my way to getting scheduled for an HRT consultation, which they said would probably be in January, but it's been several weeks and I haven't heard anything from them. I don't even have an appointment scheduled.
Now with recent events considered, I'm questioning whether or not I should just do DIY. The issue is I'm scared of messing something up and much prefer having a doctor help me out.
I want the emotional range so bad
Huh. I actually feel gay. That's a new one. It's hard to describe since literally nothing's changed except the word lesbian feels right now. I don't have to be jealous of lesbians anymore!
When I'm around new people who I've introduced myself as my chosen name to, I feel comfortable and amazing and more able to be myself. But when I'm around people I already knew before beginning this journey, I feel this weird tension and I'm not sure what to make of it.