Aliveelectricwire

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So I'm in the waiting room at rehab. This'll be my last post for a hot minute. (hexbear.net)
 

Because I was going through such bad withdrawal they made me go to a hospital to get medically cleared. I'm tired and I hope I make it this time. I also got evicted, my ex-spouse picked up my dog and said I can never see Basil again, and said they were glad they miscarried our kid. So I'm having a time of it rn. Love you all. Keep the lights on for me.

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So I was gonna go rehab...,but they said I needed to go the ICU to detox (hexbear.net)
 

Currently in a hospital bed just chilling, shaking, exhausted and going to rehab once I'm physically able to. This sucks. And my ex hasn't picked up my dog yet even though I've been in the hospital for days pictured: the IV tree of life.

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 6 points 2 weeks ago

I've had 3 zoom interviews with him and uhhhh my ass and face ain't nothing to write home about. SpongeBob voice IM UGLY AND IM PROUD

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 25 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Honestly my paranoia can be explained by the fact I'm a victim of long term abuse and alcohol withdrawal. I'm just searching for rational opinions bc I am def not qualified to make any rn

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 24 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

Because I'm a victim of extreme abuse and any help is scary to me lmao

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago

My big ass dream goal is to literally start my own ass record label called "Chapo" in name of our original link. The other dream goal is buying my mom a house and that def comes first.

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 25 points 2 weeks ago (5 children)

I have 3 bands that want to sign with them. 2 of the 3 bands agreed with me to not sign with them if I don't get hired. (They're amazing leftist comrades.) But considering I can't even leave my room without being yelled at, any improvement is a plus. I know he isn't using me for sexual favors, it's been done before to me and isn't triggering any warning signs, I think this person just genuinely sees my talent as a music nerd as an asset, and st worse is still offering a job that can pay for a legit house.

A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? in c/askchapo@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 13 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hellcat_Records hellcat like the epitaph sub record

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A HELLCAT executive just offered to pay for a recovery home once I left rehab out of pocket. Is this a trap? (hexbear.net)
 

He wants to hire me as a talent scout when I leave rehab, but is willing to pay for my recovery home once I leave rehab. According to him he's "Dummy rich, an anarchist, and was saved by someone in the same way" in the 90s. Can I get fucked over by accepting this dude's help?

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 10 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

Hexbear militia when???,?

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 14 points 2 weeks ago (3 children)

Still have no idea how to drive tho

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 17 points 2 weeks ago (4 children)

I literally own an rpk (that is semi auto to comply with the feds that are reading this) SO IM HALF WAY THERE.

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 33 points 2 weeks ago (7 children)

They need communist/anarchist AA

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 44 points 2 weeks ago (2 children)

My ass in rehab is gonna ask the 3 times a week AA meetings how a higher power is willing to save us but lets white phosphorus rain down on innocent children in Gaza. Imma be loud AF.

So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) in c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
[–] Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net 23 points 2 weeks ago (1 children)

My ex owns a house in Denver. He's going to be okay but giving him up hurts sm

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So I'm going back to rehab (cw: SA and trauma) (hexbear.net)
 

After surviving being stabbed, shot at, and fucking sexually assaulted I did what any normal person going thru multiple traumatic events does: I started to drink. I am so addicted to alcohol that I shake when I don't have it (I started drinking again a week and a half ago) and after ground scoring a bag of heroin, then smoking DMT at a punk show, I realized I need significant help. I've already been in talks with my ex over who can take care of our dog while I'm in rehab. I love y'all but I'm going dark for 3 or so months until I get in a recovery home. Leave the lights on for me. Imma try to nip this in the bud before I die and spend the next 24 hours absolutely spoiling my dog Basil, who I'm pretty sure I'll never see again after my ex-spouse picks him up. Imma buy him his fav treat: McDonald's fries and hold him and sob.

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Do you think the landlord is pissed? (hexbear.net)
 

We left the car parked on the lawn, again.

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Today in my ted talk I'll prove god hates America by just pulling up footage from every possible natural disaster fucking mercing the Continental US (hexbear.net)
 

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Is it about transphobes who fetishize trañsfemmes or is it about tornados (hexbear.net)
 

Maybe she's born with it, maybe it's Maybelline. Or maybe it's an EF5

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SCHOLP SCHOLP SCHOLP (hexbear.net)
 

Title vs main

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So my ass just got shot at (hexbear.net)
submitted 2 weeks ago* (last edited 2 weeks ago) by Aliveelectricwire@hexbear.net to c/chapotraphouse@hexbear.net
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Some dude tried to merc me over my 7 year old android and that wasn't the worst part. The cops who responded literally searched me, made me explain my tattoos to prove they weren't gang related, told me to stop crying, and told me it was my fault I almost got offed for going to subway. I fucking hate America. The only reason I'll be able to sleep is because I have 120 pounds of "fuck you" guarding me. (I love my pitbull son)

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As someone who realizes the upcoming genocide, how do I get out? (hexbear.net)
 

I have about 7k in precious metals, and 2k in fire arms (and ammo) I do not have main character syndrome so I recognize my life as a trans woman is in extreme danger. How do I GTFO of the US? I'm having the most intense panic attack I've ever had and just want advice to escape extreme facism

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What's going to be your job on the hexbear compound? (hexbear.net)
 

I'm an amazing shot but I don't suffer from main character syndrome, so I'd be the stoned to the bone quartermaster who cleans all guns just for fun.

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What do you have to give up to be anti-inflammatory?? (hexbear.net)
 

Just checked my tounge for over 8 areas I had a cousin who was insisting over the cake and I just casually dropped "Second Basil marks the Saddam?" And the threw me a ceremony bc *I WORE A BLACK TIE,

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