I also love hearing your excitement! It's the energy I need :)
Hostile reminder to wear sunscreen as well
Not doing great this week. Hopeful next week will be better. All the comments here at least make me feel not alone :) hope you are doing great!
Thank you! I love being part of this community :)
sad posting
Been away a while. Things are not going very well for me, sadly. Pride festivals were not what I had hoped they would be community-wise and my relationship is increasingly strained.
I'm not really able to see a happy future for myself at this point.
Hope everyone else is having a great pride month! You have so much to be proud of, being your authentic self
This is my first pride, and I'm so excited! I tried to join last year before I knew I was not cishet but got rained out on the only event I could attend.
In other news, ordered bras to try :) I'm extremely excited ๐ฅฐ
In a weird state where I keep thinking maybe I'm not trans and then literally just seeing a girl in the mirror lol. Is this acceptance? Where I'm not even thinking about it actively anymore, I just see the me I want to?
Got maam'd yesterday because of my hair ๐ completely boymoding, so got sir'd as soon as I turned around, but I will take it anyway haha
Having some good days here and there where I feel like I look like Aphrodite herself. Then other days...
cw: mental health, dysphoria
I get gender envy from statues lol. Still grappling with the fact that this is all happening to me. I got so used to the constant dissociation and derealization that I was completely disconnected from my mental health. I always had some level of dysphoria, but I could push it aside.
It's overwhelming. Trying to find local queer support groups and other ways to connect with trans people around me, but I have had no luck so far.
Love you all. Hope your weekend is wonderful like you
I'm feeling this a lot too right now ๐ For me it is linked to depression as well. Sometimes I don't feel like putting in the work to see myself in the mirror, even though I know it would make me happier
Glad you are feeling better
Been crying soooooooo much more lately
Despite that, I feel like vomiting all those sad emotions has made me find some joy again. Things are very difficult in my relationship because being trans will end it, but I have more support now than I ever have! I guess I just need to decide whether I'm "trans enough" for transitioning to be worth it