i used 10mg/wk for a few months and felt like the peaks/troughs were a bit too rough, but after talking with doctor I recently swapped to 5mg twice a week and have felt better, likely because Valerate has a somewhat short half-life. Really wish the guidelines online weren't just vaguely "Estradiol injected" and accounted for the compound type. I second checking out transfemscience.org as mentioned
mental health stuff
Ive thought like this for a while and still mostly do, but my (new?) instincts have dragged me further along transition at every step, so I trust in that small part of my brain as something i can refer to (to myself or others) as the innate knowledge of my identity. Its still just one part of what feels like multiple layers of subconscious pitted against each other, but its the only one that doesn't feel like a choice to trust in, unlike the ones telling me that i feel worse as I transition. Those I blame on the depersonalization fading and making me actually feel the bad but mundane mental health issues that have been dormant ugh.
gender gear strive 
I saw GayBot comment that there was another vegan struggle session and got excited to post in the trenches 
but I think that was a ruse cause I didnt see any threads about it anywhere. devastating
bought darkest dungeon (1) cause it was $3 and its been great, no deaths yet so overconfidence will definitely be my slow and insidious killer
haven't played any of the games or watched the show unfortunately, but great to hear its good and see friends excited
a beacon in the night I can raise my eyes to earthshine
site down for the eclipse making sure we log off and see the event o7
big agree on the giant shredded wheats, which to me look like giant miniwheats so i just call them "Wheats". gonna have four wheats for breakfast i think
