(CW: Suicide mention)
God being unemployable makes me want to fucking kill myself. I can't seem to get another job and even if did I couldn't hold it down for more than a couple of months. Got let go from my last one because I wasn't productive enough but I was really trying my absolute hardest, I really just work noticeably slower than most people. I can't do the work other people can, I can't do the hours other people can
I need a lot of money if I'm ever to be happy. FFS is expensive, SRS is expensive, and I don't think I want to live if I can't get those at some point in my life
I just got to really hope I can find somewhere that'll put up with me and scrape enough money together for surgery. But even then It'll be years, maybe decades, till I'm okay with existing in this body
I was home-schooled and imo it should be illegal. It's a terrible environment to grow up in and socially stunts people for life, please do not home school your kid(s)