i gotta say, even the expensive socks don't work for me anymore, they're so crap! i have old socks that are like a decade old and they're only just now starting to die, but my partner went through and bought me a bunch of really sturdy looking socks and within a hear even the super heavy duty-looking ones are fraying and detaching in the heel area. i'm so fed up, in other news i did a sock dreams order so lets gooo

i know! we have talked about it, that's actually why i've been thinking about it so much :) i think the conversation with @magi@hexbear.net really helped me start to understand

yeah. i'm working on a follow up post to last night, i talked with my dad a bit about it this morning while ignoring work and ... well, i'm starting to realize that i internalize a lot of other peoples' emotions. it can be very fun!! like when someone is excited about something, even over text i can feel it, makes me feel alive!

but ... well, there are bad sides to it too, if someone is hurt or mad or hurtmad at me, i can feel it physically - i get nauseous, etc. i still want people to be honest, of course.

yeah for sure, i work out problems through conversation preferably with one or two people (thank you those that helped, you know who you are :)))) ), but my conversation partner needs to be like-minded and understand that i don't just want advice (although i don't mind advice, really!) but want to be seen, acknowledged, and critically - put my thoughts in order which i can only do through externalization

i've only listened to the soundtrack, i was put off by the dungeons in p4 and so i haven't played 3 since my partner told me that p3 was worse in this regard, but "burn my dread" is a favourite song tbh

the cop in your (and my) head

this tbh, sometimes just being honest with people about how i feel is halfway to feeling better about a thing, even if i don't change the situation at all

yeah, thinking about it more i'm really careful what i write or say around multiple people at the same time because i'm very sensitive to being "ganged up on," i'm still gonna post though! even if i do apologize and say tbh and imo all the time

1 on 1 things historically has been my way of giving my real opinions, but i used to be really argumentative when i started feeling negative emotions. how much of that was me feeling their emotions, though

holy f yes, but then the guilt sets in later

Yeah it makes my weak ailing body groan in agony, in addition to the sensory stuff which is BLEGH

YEP! i cant wear anything tight today because i will just feel like i am sweating through it, i love tights but tights + any sweat is the worst feeling

I want it to be cool....

i want to turn on the heat and wear cute socks and slippers around the house (bottom floor is super cold all the time in the winter, which tbh kinda hurts, but all my socks currently have holes in them and i hate sock shopping because they're all low quality ... oh my god, i'm way off topic)

haha oh man the character creation was so win 3.11core i loved the sliders - there weren't even numbers, right?