The cissies in my life are absolutely clueless. I can not imagine what they think when they see me. They must think this is just what I look like with long hair and a shaved face. But when I catch a reflection of myself, all I see is my mom.
I just got a letter in the mail informing me that the amazing informed consent clinic that is entirely queer owned and ran is going to close in a few months. I'm pretty upset about it. The letter said they would help my find a new Dr so I'll talk to them about it when I have my next appointment. 
So my best friend, who has know I was trans for a few months, is over at my house tonight. Which is normal, he comes over all the time. What's new is that I'm still in girlmode. And chat, I'm having the time of my life. This is the first time I've girlmoded while someone was over. 
I've made up my mind and I'm coming out to my mom today. I invited her to town and I'm taking her out for the day. The only problem is that now it's the day of and I'm panicking hahaha. I'm still going to do it though.
Edit: IT WENT GREAT!
A cordless drill and a long drill bit would have been quicker and more effective.
Came home from work yesterday to find a dress I ordered off Etsy came much sooner than I was expecting. It's first actual dress I've gotten. So I ran inside, and put it on. Sooooo comfy and cute. Then when my husband got home a little later, he immediately said I looked cute and that he was proud of me for buying a dress finally. (I've clogged our shared amazon account with dress recommendations from all the searches I've done) Then he told me he had gotten me an anniversary gift and it came yesterday also. So he gave it to me and it's an adorable pleated skirt! I nearly died. I started crying and hugged him, thanking him over and over. I'm so lucky I get to have him in my life.
I didn't get a stabby knife. 
Wait! How did this 
get on my table?!
Not the poor smol bean landlordarinos! 
Lol I just tried this and tons of videos come up. Liberals are so cooked.