:yea: i gave up on it years ago and have just stuck to diy

Sometimes there are clinics for and by immigrants and bipoc that provide free or cheap hrt consultations and prescriptions. Maybe that’s an option for you as well? I don’t want to give false hope though, a lot of those clinics have long waiting lists and are volunteer based.

Like, I'm happy. I'm happier than I've been in a long time, but I'm afraid I'll wake up one day and be like, "well all that was weird. Wonder what I was thinking."

tbh even if this were to happen, as unlikely as it sounds, you can just stop doing it. at worst it was a time of experimenting with gender and that's cool. I do think we know ourselves better than others though, so if you don't think your cis and feel happy transitioning, it sounds like a good direction your moving in (whenever you end up)

>i am very dumb and can't do it back

Just wear a T-shirt with that on it

Sonic showers from star trek vibrating my ass cheeks

bad to middling opinion. i treat the first second of cold out of the shower as my reminder of what the world is really like

i hate having wet hair

yeah, an old friend of mine bought that when it came out, incredibly hyped. Poor guy.

my idea for fixing spore: break it into three separate full sized games for MEGA SPORE

Cell/Creature stage: Spore, but far more fleshed out and only focusing on those two stages

Tribal/Civ stage: Civ 4, Caveman2Cosmos mod, up until space travel

Space stage: Stellaris

this will never be made but is fun to imagine

That is such a fucking win!

I HATE when doctors don't believe what I'm telling them. I just avoid wasting my time going to them these days.

So glad you found someone who actually listens!

truly we live in pup/acc times

Many such cases!

welcome to the club :3 arrrruffff! *wagwagwagwagwagwags*

Many such cases

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Tumble out of bed and I stumble to the kitchen Pour myself a cup of ambition And yawn and stretch and try to come to life Jump in the shower and the blood starts pumpin' Out on the street, the traffic starts jumpin' With folks like me on the job from nine to five

Workin' nine to five, what a way to make a livin' Barely gettin' by, it's all takin' and no givin' They just use your mind and they never give you credit It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it Nine to five, for service and devotion You would think that I would deserve a fair promotion Want to move ahead but the boss won't seem to let me I swear sometimes that man is out to get me Mmmm

They let you dream just to watch 'em shatter You're just a step on the bossman's ladder But you've got dreams he'll never take away In the same boat with a lot of your friends Waitin' for the day your ship'll come in And the tide's gonna turn an' it's all gonna roll your way

Working nine to five, what a way to make a livin' Barely gettin' by, it's all takin' and no givin' They just use your mind and you never get the credit It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it Nine to five, yeah, they got you where they want you There's a better life and you think about it don't you It's a rich man's game no matter what they call it And you spend your life puttin' money in his wallet Nine to five, what a way to make a livin' Barely gettin' by, it's all takin' and no givin' They just use your mind and they never give you credit It's enough to drive you crazy if you let it Nine to five, yeah, they got you where they want you There's a better life and you think about it don't you It's a rich man's game no matter what they call it And you spend your life puttin' money in his wallet