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submitted 7 months ago by Facky@hexbear.net to c/askchapo@hexbear.net

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This is embarrassing but I cried when SHillary lost to Trump.

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[-] Angel@hexbear.net 70 points 7 months ago

As a black person who went through a huge internalized racism arc, when I ventured into leftist spaces that said stuff like "Fuck white people.", I got enraged and responded with something along the lines of "As a black person, that's totally fucked up! This is the opposite of what MLK promoted!'.

I got laughed at and called a "bootlicker", all while thinking I was some cool, grandiose, and righteous figure in this context.

Boy, do times change or what!?

[-] kristina@hexbear.net 52 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

i think you mentioned 4chan in another post and god it is so common to find POC trans people on 4chan that have whole ass settler colonies living in their heads. sometimes they reach out to me and even explaining basic trans positive stuff is mindblowing to them. 4chan needs to be fucking banned, its a hazard to all life

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[-] Dirt_Owl@hexbear.net 65 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

The libs inability to break the rules to stopbTrump turned me from a well meaning lib into a ancom.

Watching the rat fucking of Bernie in real time followed by the pandemic response turned me into an ML that wonders if the Soviets shouldn't have stopped at Berlin.

My most lib moment before all of this was agreeing with someone that Snowden was bad because he endangered America.

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[-] Erika3sis@hexbear.net 64 points 7 months ago

[reads title]

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[retreats into corner sucking my thumb to prevent my soul from leaving my body] Nope! Nope! Don't wanna think about it! Dooon't waaaannaaa!!!

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[-] Nakoichi@hexbear.net 60 points 7 months ago

Damn this thread is really making me realize how much further along I am in the jokerfication process than even most of the sickos on this site.

When she lost I just cackled madly. That was the fucking funniest thing that could ever happen in that moment.

[-] Ram_The_Manparts@hexbear.net 41 points 7 months ago

I was convinced Trump was going to win from the second I heard he was running lol

[-] Mog_Pharou@hexbear.net 39 points 7 months ago

Your username is the funniest shit

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[-] AnarchoAnarchist@hexbear.net 56 points 7 months ago

God this is embarrassing.

I was a high school senior in 2003. I was taking an English class at the local community college. I got into a long argument with a student in that English class.

They opposed the war in Iraq. I maintained that George W Bush could not possibly be lying about weapons of mass destruction because it would guarantee a loss in his reelection campaign in 2004. I agreed that the evidence presented for weapons of mass destruction was not convincing, but I maintained that no president could possibly lie to start a war of convenience and still win re-election. I believed wholeheartedly that there was evidence that had not been made public that would justify our aggression in Iraq. The idea of a president lying to start a war was so incredibly alien I refused to accept it. I refused to believe that our Democratic system would reward a president who lied like that with another term, especially after the shady way he was elected in 2000.

I learned my lesson eventually. By mid '04 I realized how stupid I had been. When Bush won reelection, what little faith I had in this nation and it's institutions, finally evaporated.

[-] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 56 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)
[-] ButtBidet@hexbear.net 34 points 7 months ago

Mods bring the lifetime ban pls

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[-] SSJ2Marx@hexbear.net 54 points 7 months ago

I listened to Chapo Trap House yesterday kitty-birthday-sad

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[-] sharkfucker420@lemmy.ml 54 points 7 months ago

When i was in preschool i voted for john mccain in a mock election because his name reminded me of candy canes

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[-] itappearsthat@hexbear.net 53 points 7 months ago

For like an entire semester after taking the intro microeconomics class at my university I definitely believed that abolishing the minimum wage would be good for everybody because something something the point on the curve I don't even remember, it was dumb as hell. I remember explaining this theory to a girl I liked and she swung her purse at me lmfao

[-] radiofreeval@hexbear.net 34 points 7 months ago

Comrade purse girl

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[-] SSJ2Marx@hexbear.net 53 points 7 months ago

More serious answer: I joined the Marines when I was a liberal, and probably said some shit like "they do some bad stuff but they do more good than bad" when I did. If it makes it any better I was an absolutely terrible troop, and probably cost the US more money than I provided back in labor, lmao.

[-] goose@hexbear.net 37 points 7 months ago

Undermining Western imperialism by engaging in an increasingly absurd series of pratfalls while Yackety Sax plays in the background

o7

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[-] Ericthescruffy@hexbear.net 47 points 7 months ago

I was super into Russia gate for a hot minute. The thing that finally busted me out of it was when someone finally pointed out to me: "If you think Russia can use platforms like Facebook to influence Elections to that extent....just what kind of influence do you think that Facebook and all these companies have themselves?" Once you start asking those questions it changes your perspective on things pretty quick.

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[-] IMF_DOOM@hexbear.net 47 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

My biggest and continued lib moment is still liking 1984 as a book

No actually, my biggest lib moment that I'm still very ashamed of was arguing with a black guy like 5 or 6 years ago that racism didn't really exist in the UK anymore

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[-] Eldritch@hexbear.net 46 points 7 months ago

I argued that obama was a leftist and called stalin a state capitalist

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[-] WittyProfileName2@hexbear.net 44 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Being a massive transphobe ~2016, a coupla months later and I ran into a transwoman at pride, way more patient than she needed to be, not only shut my bigoted ass down but also helped me to realise I was an egg.

[-] Awoo@hexbear.net 34 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

A lot of trans people report this. A bunch of vocal bigots are victims of patriarchy performing loudly while harbouring inner questions they've never addressed. It's like the bigotry is a shield from what lies beneath.

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[-] ashinadash@hexbear.net 44 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Before Oct 7 it was really hard to find like, any info on the genocide in Gaza fron Google. I'd punch "Israel-Palestine conflict" in, and just get a bunch of fucking ADL links and shit about how it's Israel's birthright or whatever the hell. Bereft of other sources, being pre-Hexbear, I just mentally threw my hands up and 1:1 spouted the "It's so complicated! Thousands of years of history!" line. Their stupid propaganda working flawlessly, then.

Oh yeah also, for a year or so I was really into the "only two genders" shit, which was a combination of my browsing 4chan and my girlfriend at the time being really into Internet Aristocrat and Sargon of Akkad. To be fair I was like 16, damn am I glad I stopped that shit before adulthood.

[-] ElGosso@hexbear.net 42 points 7 months ago

I remember the night of the 2008 election, when Obama won, I was part of the collective sigh of relief across the nation. I remember thinking, "now things are finally going to change," and feeling genuinely hopeful.

To my credit, the country was psychotic under Bush, at least until 2006. And then the Great Recession happened, and it was worse.

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[-] Rx_Hawk@hexbear.net 42 points 7 months ago

I voted for Mitt Romney in 2012. I had only been 18 for like a month, I didn't know any better I'm sorry cat-confused

[-] Nakoichi@hexbear.net 33 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

lol holy shit dude, quite the pivot you have made rat-salute-2

In my case I guess my most lib moment was thinking Obama would follow through on any of his campaign promises (and believing he was somehow the anti-war candidate close guantanamo etc).

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[-] someone@hexbear.net 39 points 7 months ago

I'm not American, but I thought Obama's inauguration would be the start of real change worldwide. PNAC was finally out of power in the White House. Intelligent people were about to take the reins on the global financial crisis. Racism was over, Americans elected a black president who spoke positively about LGBT+ people in his inauguration speech.

So much for all that. Eight more years of lip service but no real work on social safety nets, and the same MIC bullshit that's been going on since WW2.

[-] oscardejarjayes@hexbear.net 38 points 7 months ago

A number of years ago, I took selfies with a number of Democratic Party politicians. Not even Bernie or anything, more moderate types. Stood in line over an hour for one of them.

The most embarrassing part was that I was, at that point, already radicalized. I opposed these people, I'd already read a fair amount of theory (from Anarchism and Other Essays to Blackshirts and Reds), and I was already moderately involved in organizing. Quite embarrassing, and there is no chance I'll release those photos on the internet, but honestly I probably won't delete them either.

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[-] barrbaric@hexbear.net 38 points 7 months ago

Bought into the logic that it was bad for Trump to meet with kim-drip because it would be "legitimizing" the DPRK.

Then I actually learned the tiniest bit of Korean history and went "no wait they're mostly right, death to America".

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[-] pudcollar@lemmy.ml 38 points 7 months ago

Sent in a submission for an Ayn Rand essay contest.

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[-] duderium@hexbear.net 37 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

I thought that I had been a liberal but never really a passionate anti-communist, that I had always been kind of okay with communism, but then I randomly found a Facebook exchange I’d had with a communist in college back in 2009 where I asserted that Cuba was doomed to imminent collapse. It was embarrassing. I had unconsciously blocked that one out basically. The reality is that to be a liberal is to be an anti-communist.

I started a liberal club in high school lol and nobody came.

When Trump won in 2016 I burned out my car battery because my phone was plugged into it and I was constantly refreshing the results, willing them to change. I was overseas teaching so this was in the afternoon.

I ran in local elections as a Democrat several times. I lost the first few times because I was a Bernie Democrat but after I actually won and ended up at the table and saw who I was sharing that table with (a bunch of fucking Nazis) I resigned. By then the pandemic had started.

There are probably many many many more embarrassing liberal incidents from my life.

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[-] AOCapitulator@hexbear.net 37 points 7 months ago

I emailed my dad links and quotes from the impeachment hearings and mullor shit and deadass was like "let's see donny wriggle his way outta this!"

Fuckin shoot me

[-] Rom@hexbear.net 36 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Enlisted in the national guard, partly because I thought they still did good things, but mostly because I was broke, in massive debt from student loans, and no one else wanted to hire me. Eventually disabused myself of the notion that the national guard had any good in them and radicalized maybe halfway through that enlistment. Never went into combat (signal corps, went on one deployment and spent most of it doing next to nothing in an air conditioned building outside of any combat zone) but tbh I'm not going to try to justify being in the military. My enlistment ended, I didn't reenlist, and now I'm trying to get involved in leftist causes and do something that actually helps.

[-] Dessa@hexbear.net 35 points 7 months ago

I met Nancy Pelosi at an event and called her a "rockstar."

[-] Des@hexbear.net 35 points 7 months ago
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[-] charlie@hexbear.net 35 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Joined the military when I was kicked out of the house, all of the adults in my life told me it would be the best thing for me and set me up for life. So I bought into that stuff and was really excited about continuing my family legacy and becoming a man in my families eyes.

Well, I no longer talk to any of the adults in my life and I’m a non-binary trans communist. Biggest fucking regret and mistake of my life, but also I don’t know that I would have radicalized without seeing the belly of the beast and being a cog in the us navy, but I would like to give myself more grace than that.

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[-] GenderIsOpSec@hexbear.net 34 points 7 months ago

casual racism against the roma, asians, africans, middle-easterners and slavs

i once said and i quote: "The only reason communism worked in China is because the people there are kinda like ants."

i was thankfully never really against feminism or women's rights and that helped me from falling into full blown chuddom, i bounced off the fascist pipeline once they started crying about "teh wimmenz"

[-] humbletightband@lemmy.dbzer0.com 33 points 7 months ago

Voted for a candidate with a biggest net worth because he has the biggest net worth

[-] ButtBidet@hexbear.net 32 points 7 months ago

Like 23 years ago, I took a shot of something alcoholic at a party, coughed, and said something like "sorry I'm weak like a girl". There were three presumably more left people than me right there, and they tried to patiently correct my language. I got all reddit-logo defensive about it. Um, sorry those three people at the party.

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[-] Mindfury@hexbear.net 32 points 7 months ago

bruh i literally got a finance degree because i was working in a call centre that dealt with both the medical and financial sectors and thought "hey, maybe becoming a financial adviser to help people with their money and superannuation/pensions would help my local community" lmao

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[-] Anxious_Anarchist@hexbear.net 31 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Idk how lib this is necessarily, but when I played Metro 2033 and Last Light back when they came out I made a big deal of killing as few humans as possible, including the nazis, because "everyone is a person".

Now when I replay them I kill every nazi in the game and still get the good ending.

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[-] absolutefuckinidiot@lemmygrad.ml 30 points 7 months ago* (last edited 7 months ago)

Thinking that the NATO bombing/invasion of Libya and subsequent brutal execution of Colonel Gaddafi was a good thing. I specifically remember being impressed reading some article about how "rebels" on the ground were using Twitter to tell NATO where to drop bombs.

Fortunately about two years later I started seeing articles about the civil war, slave camps, ect and had a real hold a minute moment realizing the situation had gotten much worse rather than any better. By that point I was already interested in socialism/communism as a concept but I would definitely credit that specific moment in history for leading me down the path of Marxism-Leninism

[-] Thorngraff_Ironbeard@hexbear.net 30 points 7 months ago

I thought Bernie would fix all the ills of this rotten empire, thought Europe was a model for the future.

[-] Philosoraptor@hexbear.net 28 points 7 months ago

I phone banked for John Kerry.

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[-] kristina@hexbear.net 28 points 7 months ago

i was never lib. im essentially a very cool anime protagonist

[-] ProfessorOwl_PhD@hexbear.net 28 points 7 months ago

I was born radicalised. I'm so red they celebrate international workers day in honour of my birth.

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