Here’s Creamsicle drinking water! He was very brave.

Most likely “drinkies” means a thing of instant kool aid. I fucking love that shit.

CashApp/Venmo—same as my username.

Will update when funded.

Creamsicle got some mechanical pencils!

Anyways…

There’s two big-ticket items that need replaced, though they’re not urgently needed given the weather (which is breaking 100° F today and tomorrow): my leather jacket & sleeping bag.

I’d love to be able to order a bivy sack as well, in preparation for the literal monsoon season we have up here.

Mostly Creamsicle and I just need to buy dinner, and cold drinkies.

CashApp/Venmo are the same as my @. DM me if you want to send via PayPal, since it’s my friend’s and has their legal name on it.

Also fwiw I’ve been (mostly) sober the last four days.

Even my leather jacket. I don’t have razors. I can’t wash my face. I can’t listen to fucking music. I’m sober right now but why fucking bother being sober when you don’t even have fucking socks? One person sent me $5 yesterday. One person.

CashApp/Venmo are the same as my username.

Please help. I’m out of food stamps too.

All my things, except my backpack, which was bike-locked to the fence. Everything. My sleeping bag. My leather jacket. My hygeine/shaving stuff. Everything.

Please.

CashApp and Venmo are allthetimesivedied.

Why is this happening to me.

It doesn’t seem like that’s possible anymore, even with a trusted mature adult (who’s also a Chapo OG) lined up to hold the bag for me.

But Creamsicle is safe and that’s cool.

”Yay!”

I spent 17 fucking dollars on a really good Belkin cable. That’s gone. All my good wall boxes were taken by that piece of shit old man who threw away my things—my very last one was taken the other day along with the cord.

I also lost a pair of headphones, a laptop, three portable chargers, a JBL speaker, and a bunch of fucking tools, and a torch lighter that looks like a gun, and a cool knife, but I need the charger and box.

I’m tired of this shit.

CashApp and Venmo are the same as my username. DM me for my friend’s PayPal handle.

Thanks.

It makes me feel like a fucking idiot every time. I never see a fucking adult trip and fall like I do, and don’t tell me it’s OK or whatever, please—I want to know if it’s normal.

“Yay.”

Another question: who owns the domain hexbear.net, pays for the servers and such?

I can never get my phone out in time.

City subreddits are pretty trash as is, unmasking just how unbelievably cruel and evil some people are whenever the topic of homeless people crops up. But of all the active subreddits for my city, the main one, /r/Portland, is tame. (/r/askportland is SURPRISINGLY kind, with the occasional evil piece of shit passing through.)

I thought /r/PortlandOR was evil—it’s all but an explicit hate sub—but I found an even worse one. Behold, a pale horse: /r/PortlandCriddlers.

(“Criddle” is a slang term in the meth community around here—it means stealing, or more specifically, at least how I understand it, rifling through someone’s shit with the intention of stealing, i.e. ”Someone criddled my tent”.)

I would not be surprised if someone has posted photos of me or my friends, and I’m honestly afraid to look. It would not surprise me either, if whoever tried to pepper spray me a couple months ago is subscribed to this sub. The language used to refer to homeless people is dehumanizing and disgusting and it borders on incitement. But what’s really funny is I distinctly remember getting someone permabanned by reporting a post that used very similar language. I know Reddit is a cesspool and you don’t care but it takes like a minute to report a couple posts for “hate” or “threatening violence.” And it will do something to curb the growing trend of violence committed against homeless people. A drop in the bucket, but still. It will also be kinda funny to own these motherfuckers.