I finally got around to seeing "I Saw The TV Glow", and it definitely lived up to the hype.
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negativity
I hate my stupid life. I can't believe where and who I am. Thinking about my childhood and teen years, how was that me. How am I who I am now. What is happening. Why is this me.Spending my best years wasting away, hating my life, dysphoric, suffering, all the things. How miserable. And then dying early, if not by myself then climate change. As if either of those are good options. :::
spoiler
Another stupid shitty night wasted feeling hopeless and suicidal. I literally cannot accept and be okay with being trans. Dysphoria, transphobia, just the process of transitioning- its all too much. I am constantly suffering and it can't go away. I don't have it in me to push throughso fucking stupid and painful and horrible