imagine having to stand on a chair to reach the top shelf. couldn't be me

broke: quitting drinking for health reasons

woke: quitting drinking because it makes me long for a bf so badly 🥺

Yesterday night, I took too many drugs (doctor prescribed) and ended up telling a friend I'm planning on transitioning. Ended up deleting the messages before he saw them, but damn that felt good.

Hyped myself into telling my mom about wanting to experiment looks-wise/gender-wise down the road. She’s hesitant but open to helping me try which is honestly on the better end of what I can hope for w/rt it

i thought of "full middle malcomist" and assumed i was being original but someone's already made the joke :(

I'm thankful to be living in the same universe as oatmeal

reading r/transnord, getting reminded how garbage our healthcare is for trans people.

gonna try to be less of a lurker on here. howdy to all

shout out to progesterone, just upped to 200mg from 100mg and my tits are feeling a type of way

Also, starting to do voice training exercises. It's neat to feel and manipulate the larynx, although I can see how it's going to take a lot of practice and effort to sound natural/consistent. Got laser hair removal scheduled as well. Just going to be $75/session for the the face/neck, which isn't bad at all.

Regardless of the broader context, I am happy to be making consistent transition progress.

Saw a posting for a job I actually want instead of just needing to survive, but I don't think I'm qualified Might just apply anyway. If they laugh and throw out my resume it's not like I'll know any way.

bad thoughts must be destroyed

must be productive, must finish work, then play games

So busy lately wow

I had such a long and exhausting day but I got a permanent cast for my hand instead of a splint held on with an ace bandage wrap and the lady that put it on for me was the nicest person and really good about explaining everything and was so sweet, I'm gonna have to bake her some brownies or something and get her a nice card

sad

I think that's the first time someone's (sort of) held my hand in like 5 years lmao

After all this stressful shit, when I got home all I could think about is how nice it'd be to have a partner to come home to and just cuddle me

I'm so fucking lonely lol, it physically hurts sometimes

The actual puppygirl struggles they don't tell you about

From the mind of an exhausted night shift:

hexbear dating sim

reminder to myself to do my injection today

first bit of gardening done this year ^_^

Is life just an endless cycle of u-hauling into a different relationship every 2 years? Surely it will be different this time...

Fuck I had a terrible thought I am being a bad communist

Alright anyways, I think I'm a bottom-switch, but I am near constantly a sub and a flustered mess when someone is mildly nice to me

In the process of getting a therapist. Hoping to hear back this week!

Hai everyone!

Sleepy-time tea done, time to lie down

I don't know how I want to look.

I don't know who I want to date.

I don't know how to decide when it changes every day. Every hour.

Two big fucking pendulums, gender and sexuality, both going at their own pace, almost never moving at the same time as one another.

it's friday (rice), friday (rice), gotta get down on friday (rice)

Hexbear trans posters

What standard superpower would you want? You're all trans or questioning, you all get shape shifting by default so we'll put that aside so we can give the other super powers a chance