tummy hurty

Maybe this is a lib/naive take, but I love when people wear a rainbow wristband or pin or whatever. It's a nice assurance that they (probably) won't be weird.

I fucking love ramen yum yum

I love fish seafood taste, dried seaweed is such a great umami booster and I love the taste!

I keep thinking about Gale in breaking bad brewing the perfect coffee to take out the bitter taste with this advanced chemistry equipment and knowledge

The bitterness of coffee is kind of the point. Im not a "I want coffee flavored coffee damn it" style person, but I do like black coffee and I do like milk sugar lattes. When I drink a black coffee, the bitterness, the tannins, its all part of the point. Gale couldnt handle even the little bit of roughness in coffee, he was not going to last in the drug business. And he second Gus put him in finally, he fucking got merced so hard so quickly and he didnt even do anything wrong. Also, it was weird to see him in the wire when I saw it later lol

Fantastic. I managed to get 5 whole hours of sleep today instead of the usual 4.

does estrogen make beans tastier? kinda feels like it

My wife refuses to kill the plant that attacked me because she hates me

wtf are you supposed to wear for summer?

the zip on my favourite skirt broke

Worst feeling of dysphoria i've felt in a year or something today, feel like shit

awwwooooooo

People at work are finally starting to talk to me a bit. At first everyone kinda ignored me. Also (and don't ruin this for me) women complaining to me about men being creepy/pushy always feels nice, idk it feels kinda dumb now that I'm typing it out but that kind of thing has always felt like girl talk to me. Obviously sucks that men be that way,

Idk at what point I'm allowed to start feeling awkward but asked friend for help and have been left on read for 3 hours. Feels like an easy thing to help me with out of all transition stuff idk...

edit: well, I guess not a hard no, she said it depends and she wants to talk next time we hang out. Supposedly Saturday. Guessing she won't be thrilled about diy (didn't explain much for opsec). fml etc etc

im slowly approaching how i want to look. ive been losing weight and while im not super excited about gaining muscle, i prefer it to the fat. my hair also looks great, i have naturally curly textured hair and ive been cutting it in a short shag (i think? not sure about haircut names. it looks like rei ayanami's hair but not blue)

although i would like to be slimmer overall it is unfortunately not possible as far as i know. i have naturally broad shoulders and chest bones so no amount of weight loss will make me look less triangular.

Ahhhh i hate canceled plans its so upsetting when the schedule is disrupted ahhhhhh!!!! Even when its me disrupting the schedule its really upsetting ahhhhh!!!!

sexual identity is weird because labels ostensibly have definitions but like, what terms to I "identify" with? what terms actually feel that, when said, represent me? somehow I identify with the terms straight, bi, and lesbian all at the same time, which just feels like being bi with extra steps, but that's just what tickles my brain in the right way

starting hrt technically. not the fun gender kind tho it's just supposed to give me periods which i just didnt get before. which was kinda gender affirming ngl but im kinda sick of randomly bleeding and rly dark body hair

I am now a shameful owner of cryptocurrency since I want to grab a few vials of EEn as a backup. In the minutes after purchasing I have already lost 3% on my "investment." Should still have enough fine making the purchase, but I hope that the store I was going to purchase from doesn't run out of stock in the next couple of days before the hold is lifted I can actually spend it.

My town's Pride is happening today, which I'm excited about

People say that this is nice weather. Uh, no it isn't!

My sunscreen is melting off my face! Walking round's got me sweating like I just did a workout!