Used to sign my emails "warm regards" or "kind regards", since transitioning it's "warmest regards" or "kindest regards", because you better believe those regards are kinder and warmer than when I thought I was a sad man.

i read more theory i swear i will understand hegel/phenomenology of the spirit at some point but it feels illusory. i think i understand terms or ideas for a brief second and then it's gone and i put the book down again.

I really liked Capitalist Realism tho so i'm probably going to try to find more of Fischer's books.

My hair kinda sucks right now, style-wise. There's not much I can do until my transplant area grows out except like get curtain bangs coming from above my hairline to hide the short hair. There's a style I wanted to try but I can't even think about for at least a whole year from now, probably longer

i have so many obvious grey hairs but i think they're kinda cute! they just look a bit out of place... if i'm going to dye my hair i don't just want to go brown or blonde, so i'm thinking i could lean into the grey a bit and go with like a silver vibe? i'm kinda scared that bleach will damage it but surely there's ways to avoid that?

Tommorow O_O

if gregtech new horizons is so realistic how can steam (presumably 100 degrees) go into a magic box and turn fully formed ignots of copper and tin (much higher melting points I think) into bronze. edit: the magic box is also bronze, so that's even more confusing, wouldn't it melt if the steam could get hot enough to form bronze?

explain that, Greg! oh no, in response to my question he just changed a vanilla recipe to require 8 steps, 3 tools, steel screws and a bucket of concrete

I do really like the pack though

Going to a wedding next week and am trying to figure out how to make a suit more androgynous/femme. I'm out to most of my cousins, but I'm only really close to a few people in the family. Everything online suggests doing a dress, which I personally am not about

Sonic Adventure is fr comfort gaming for me, I've no beer no money just a yt vid of the ost made in the style of a old vhs tape. One day I'll get back into sonic gaming but mean time gonna kick back and relax with the time I got

So looking forward for the day to end and coming back to bed cocooned with my plushies around me it's my self care routine after a long ass week of feeling dumb and embarrassed about stuff. Might dip into my clay masks and indulge in some cookies I got from the dollar store too while I'm at it.