Getting both the flu and covid shots at the same time was probably a bad idea especially since I haven’t been feeling great anyway lately. My whole body aches and I have a fever

i need to get a job with normal hours

i feel so antisocial

Meow

If dysphoria is lower, does it mean other emotions will be stronger? Like I'm feeling more lonely rn

I keep groceries in the back seat because the trunk is full of bodies

Transes, am I supposed to brush my hair or not?

says brushing is bad

I kinda wanted to ask for pronouns to be added but it feels like a bad time with the ongoing upheaval

edit: If any kind soul would like to contact the pronoun wizard and add sae/saer to the list I'd really appreciate it

If anyone else is curious

you can technically do t4t in Dragon Age Veilguard

i use Arch btw

no i don't i use Fedora

Haven't seen music posting in a while so here's what I've been listening to this past week apparently

https://lastcollage.io/

::: spoiler personal growth, net positive ig, tttt words

Got emotionally critical hit by a single sentence someone i know and look up to said earlier tonight and like, it was so pin point accurate that it basically made me feel all my inadequacies and spent like 30 minutes crying alone in a darkened room listening to ethel cain songs and then came out of it feeling like a new person.

Basically the upshot of this is that ive been reexaming a lot of my habits and i think im going to do away with thinking in terms of like AGP / HSTS bullshit and other tttt dumb shit. Also i deleted my twitter account. its weird, i feel very at peace rn in a way i haven't felt in a long time.

Idk i might also check out of hb after 4 years here or so ig. Imo having a single comment affect my psyche so much i reach inner peace and completely log off is honestly way, way, way funnier of a bit than adding this ⬇️ as my pfp could ever have been

It sounds pretentious and dumb but like, i get now this concept of zen inner peace now, i feel completely calm, like resentments and dislikes i felt before dont mean as much as they did before

If this account still exists and is functional, any chance it could host a c/traa megathread?

reading a bible written in japanese to speedrun getting to heaven

Hey, guess I'm gonna use the anonymity the Bureaucracy affords us. I just saw the current icon of the new !cute@hexbear.net community. It's currently an animation of Fluttershy from MLP G4 vibing and I started to wonder how many people here were/are bronies (in the widest sense possible). I watched the show during its original run and I was strongly aware that I wasn't in the target-demographic, which caused me shame even if I never shared it with anyone irl. I only consciously started questioning my gender long after the show had its run, but now I start to wonder how many eggs were/are in the fandom of MLP.

In retrospective it's kind of obvious why I found great joy in watching that show and I guess I just wanted to ask if others here share a similar experience?

I was always warned when I was younger that as you get older, the years will start to fly by.

Bullshit. I'm just in my 30s but still, bullshit. Years still feel just as long as they always took. I was a different person 5 years ago, I still feel the weight of all of those 260+ weeks. It doesn't feel any shorter. I never got a "blink oops now it's 5 years in the future" moment. I have young siblings, the youngest is 18. It wasn't like I blinked and they were adults.

It's not something I've wanted to happen or even particularly dreaded, but adults of all stripes warned me at my young tender age that it would happen. Well? Just cause they were drifting along in a haze doesn't mean that's my fate. That's on them. Reminds me that there's people who say they get in a car, drive to work, and then realize they don't remember any of their drive. But doing that for everything I guess

Did some gender yesterday, applied for a manual job so put some insoles in my shoes to get to 6' and put some suspenders on to make myself look stronger . I probably was gonna get the job anyway but wanted to impress and try something. Gender sure is stuff, I know on the other end growing up I always thought girls with eye shadow where hot as hell and then I tried eye shadow and found out I got the same stat boost honestly I can fuck with all make up other than lipstick since I like to eat stuff.

A few weeks ago I realized I wasn't paying attention and going too fast while drawing my anticistaminesut of the vial. I looked at my shot and it was like half bubble. So uhhh, I stopped shooting big bubbles into my leg. I think it's week 3 of taking an actual dose. On top of that, I lost the little bit of alcoholism related weight/bloating I had on my rum tum tumbly. Feeling really cute and content right now.

BUT I've been cutting myself shaving a bunch now, so I need to step up my hair removal game. What is the consensus on cheap/easy facial hair removal? Do I want an epilator?

After a long day at work I can see why people get a few beers but replace beer with shadow the hedgehog 2005

Can someone tell me to but the cute dresses I've been putting off because of anxiety?

dumbest girl alive here with another sticky & steamy update!

my partner is listening to chappell roan this morning while he's working and i feel like i'm missing out (i am listening to weezer instead)

Since Catradora_Stalinism has been gone a while that means I can now be the one true Catradora Stalinist

it's been a wild ride huh

fairly glad i was on a break lol